Sunday, July 06, 2008

10:35 PM - Blah
Current mood: anxious
Category: Blogging

I haven't written anything substantial for the past 2 weeks or so. I don't think I've ever written anything substantial for that matter :P. I just can't come up with anything new to say. Sometimes I just go blank, I loose all my motivation and then it's hard for me to get it back. I don't know what I'm doing wrong or what I should be doing. I'm writing none stop at the moment so I'm just letting my thought come out just like that without interruptions. I read somewhere this was a good writing exercise so I decided to go with it and see what happens. I am listening to the playlist that I have on my profile. alalalalalalal don't know what else to write about. One of my favorites movie scores is playing right now. My name is Lincoln by Steve Jablonsky from the Island soundtrack. I think is a beautiful piece of work. I wish I could write music like that. Man, I wish I could do a lot of things but my main problem would be my lack of inspiration and originality. The only thing that I'm really good at these days is exercising and and eating and sleeping. That sucks, I need to figure out a way to be less pessimistic and more active. I know what I want, I just don't know how to go about it and sometimes I'm too scared to reach out and grab it. All that I've learned about self-improvement, personal development and whatnot sometimes does not make any sense and I go down to square one. This state of mind lasts for about a week sometimes a little bit more than that. But I think the important thing here is that I never give up. I always keep trying and I guess that is one of the good things about me, even though I complain too much. Ok think this is better than the last 2 "blogs". I will be able to sleep soundly tonight :D That is it, I'm done for the day. I will go out now and clear my mind.

Take care.